he took her hand and told her
"i'll love you forever"
she pushed his hands away and said
"forever is subjective"
well.. i really wonder
how subjective is forever?
honestly, in terms of human years
"forever" is almost like saying never
but, that's a question to be pondered later
currently, tomorrow is my second prelim paper
and prelims officially start in another 3days
where my next paper will be my ever-dreaded
ECONOMICS...
honestly, i've had a week of holidays
a supposedly study break
but i haven't studied anything at all.
nothing. zilch. nada. nil!
i know i haven't been a good Christian
most of the time, i'm a Sunday Christian
even though i try not to be
i keep my faith in Him in everything
but other than that, i think i don't actually
deserve to be called a Christian...
or maybe i'm just placing too much expectations on myself.
i don't know
but whatever comes next,
in the next few weeks,
i can only hand it to God
and say,
"God, please, please, stop me from procrastinating."