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THE BLOG! :) obviously, but also to a world of wonders and mysteries
that are to be unraveled because that's precisely what SHE (or rather
me,) is all about. if you know me, welcome to another side of me.
but if you don't know me, it's okay. i still welcome you into a world of me
and what happens. i'm not anywhere near perfect, but here is where
i share my experiences and learnings. hope you'll be blessed reading
my entries!
LOVE YOU!
Monday, September 03, 2007

i once heard someone saying that
when life's all about drama
sometimes you keep acting and acting
and you forget yourself
but the troubles in life
they seem to become so minute to life
and that's the trade-off in the relationship

sometimes, that's the way i feel
no one really knows who i am
not even the people who are close to me
they never know
and will never know
because this is the way my life is

i'm open for everyone to see
my laughter and cheerful voice
is something that i share with the world
yet i'm so mysterious because
no one really knows my full story
they don't know the truths
they don't know the lies
they don't know the pain
they don't know the sacrifice

but as life goes on
there's no where else to move
but forward
so i just rest in the arms of God
and pray that i can follow Him wholly

there are so many people i love and want to continue being friends with. but somehow, they just start drifting away and ignoring me. they bitch behind my back, calling me names like 'bitch', 'bimbo' and 'slut' when i have done nothing to offend them. i don't like life like this. i don't like what is going on. but i continue to love them. i don't hope to be their friends anymore. i'm not that naive to think that you would be. i'll give more than i have to. but i won't give more than He asks me to. i just want you to know that i love you gals, all of you in 0602, no matter what you think of me. if you want to bitch about me, it's your choice. but i'll still love you, like i always have. i don't know what made the change, but it doesn't really matter.

God, forgive us of our sins
as we forgive those who have trespasses us.