life is full of amazement - i just realized.
but personally, i also came to realize that
i always have to learn it in some other way
through the eyes of someone else
or throught the lives of someone else
i realize that most of the things that i come into amazement with
usually comes when i'm watching my drama serials
but more often than not, i also realize that
that same amazing thing has already happened to me
i just didn't open my eyes wide enough to see everything around me
like today, i once again learnt that my happiness shouldn't be dependent on another person.
but guess what, i realize that the past few days, i thought that my happiness would depend on whether i could find a guardian angel to love me.
of course, i still wish i had an angel by my side
but, i realize that there are so many other things that i should be happy about.
like the fact that i am breathing and can still see, hear, taste, smell and feel the world around me.
hahas. but i always learn my lessons a little late.
but there's no rush.
i still have a long life ahead.
time to go and sleep
and visit the angels in my dreams
and when i awake
i will face reality
simply.