i'm starting to get tired.
there are so many things that i want to do
so many things that i long to do
but so many obstacles along the way
is it worth it to fight for a dream that's so far away?
a dream that everybody dreams of, yet, only a few succeed.
is this dream and aspiration of mine something that God wants me to do?
as my life dropped into an all time low last year, someone came into my life
a long-lost person that i'd thought i'd never meet again.
but i did. and he came to be a very important person in my life.
when i was down and out, he comforted me.
when i was lost, he adviced me.
when i was weary, he lent me his shoulder.
when i was sad, he lent me his embrace.
but now, he's no longer mine.
perhaps he wasn't even mine to begin with.
he's my angel. but what am i to him?
i think i know the answer.
simple, but heartbreaking answer.
he's someone else's guardian angel now.
he's just a friend, a brother to me now.
but if, and if it really becomes an "over",
will you be my guardian angel?